Stress

The past few days are very stressful. First, there is stress form prelim 1. Then, there is also the self imposed stress, stress over nothing.

My initial target was NJC. However, the discussions I have from the past few days filled me with the intent to aim for RJC, because I see a decent chance of getting into it if everything goes according to plan.

The plan is, getting 9A1s plus a great improvement in swimming so that I can somehow DSA in.

But, what if it does not go according to plan? I may end up with neither RJC nor NJC.

And that caused the stress. I have to work extremely hard and trust that it will somehow turned out right.

I will succeed, I am the best, I believe in miracles.